heart him II

Fucking sore. Men, I got whole lot stalker actually. I got so much people who really 'take good care' of me. I don't even realize that. I'm trying to live up my life but as what I see, I've been control by others. I know I've made lot of mistake but hey I'm not a puppet. I know what I'm doing and seriously with all this fucked up, making me less thinking about living my life. I'm lost in fast lane. Couldn't catch up with what surrounding me. Yeah, I know I'm talking like a person who pissed about her life and yes I am! I'm devestated, frustated and couldn't even moved any muscles. I'm tired on what people saying. I don't live for em. When I got in bad situation, ya wasn't there and not even care. So stay out from my life. Tcd